things I am happy about today

Having seen Angela on Friday (I was happy to see everyone at the birthday party but particularly my longl ost sistah)

new glasses (which look a lot like Angela's coincidentally lol)

new job

birthday surprizes

dinners with friends and family

e-cards

phone calls

feeling loved

THAT I NOW FIT INTO SIZE 18 PANTS!! DOWN 2 SIZES HOLLA!

new shoes

new clothes to fit my new body

i can wear a belt and it actually fits!

a back bone that is growing stronger every day and that i am not putting up with crap anymore

de-dramafication

I am in a good place

I am happy

i am a new girl!

who would have thought that a life could change so much so fast

that i am raised out of the dung heap and for that I am most grateful!

it's been way too long since i have wrote anything in here so here i am

today was my birthday party and i had a nice time with my friends

got to see angela after FAR too long and the food was great, the chats were great and angela and i did a lot of laughing

then we went to amanda's house and played mad gab - this game is so funny you all should try it!

my new job is going well but it is an ajustment getting up so stinking early!

well I will post some b-day party pics as soon as I get them from roxy but i had a good time!

officially now down 15 pounds! WOOT WOOT!

it was your birthday yesterday
i thought of you often
i missed you
i wished for a moment with you

time goes by way too fast

i know you are gone but i wanted to say happy bithday anyway because it keeps your memory close

ok ok

the job

assistant to the national rep of an industrial equiptment supplier

mon-fri 7-3

benefits

how's that for a great opportunity!

I GOT A NEW JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 WEEKS NOTICE TOMORROW

LIFE IS HAPPENING SO FAST AROUND ME LATELY

WHICH END IS UP

ALL FLIPPED TURNED UPSIDE DOWN

OR MAYBE IT'S JUST FINALLY RIGHTSIDE UP AFTER SO LONG UPSIDE DOWN

I DON'T KNOW BUT TRANSFORMATIONS ARE FUN

RIDE THE WAVE

AS FAR AS IT WILL TAKE ME

LIGHT AT THE END OF A LOOOONG DARK TUNNEL

I AM CONTENT