I feel sentimental today
Steve has not put a christmas tree up in the living room yet so I went out to the garage and got my charlie brown christmas tree out and set it up in my bedroom and decorated it while listening to Christmas music.

That was the one thing, the one tradition where the only fight I can remember having in our family was who got to put the angel on the top of the tree that year.

We would put on the christmas cartoons and order pizza and decorate the house and sing along to the christmas cartoons you know - rudolf, the grinch, frosty and when we got older it didn't matter to us that cartoons were for kids it was just a given we would watch them and quote every line!

smiles, laughter, fun and happiness were not normal at my house and this is why I cherished this tradition so much. But today there was no pizza, and no family. Just me in my jammies in my bedroom singing along to my cd of christmas music and remembering days gone by with fond memories and a little tear in my eye.

I wish I could have even 5 minutes in that day again - even just to hear the sounds. I will just have to keep on cherishing them and looking forward to new beautiful memories.

from my perspective...i wish i could hear the laughter again

Well HE'S HERE!!!

Lucas Robert Ryan Friesen was born last night!!

Ryan and Joanne (Laing) welcomed in their 3rd boy into the world last night Sunday Nov 19th!!!

He weighed 7 pounds not sure how many ounces (lol)

Jo was in hard labour for just under 1 hour - she has babies very quickly!!

Anyway I am just very happy for them. She says this concludes their family lol no more thats it.

Can't wait to meet Lucas when they come home for Christmas!

Just an update for the sake of updating lol

sorry to all the friends I have not had a chance to see much this week

We have a huge new client at work and it's been busy busy and we have about 6 more starting over the next couple weeks so that is going to bring in some money for us so we can actually HIRE more people so that is exciting! Anyway I am well and happy these days.

ok that's my life to date

I am sitting here at the computer and as I type there is a rather handsome man laying on my bed
blond hair and blue eyes
watching my tv

ok so it's only Jeff lol

Just wanted to be silly

It's nice to get visits every so often

or having lunch with him on his break at work

even when he purposley makes me crazy annoying me just "because I love the reaction I get"

well I figured I have not blogged anything in a while I would today

It's rainy and cold and I have to go to work soon but ya

thats all

it's cold in my office right now

I have many thoughts running through my head at the moment and not sure what to do about them lol

thoughts that shall remain locked on the inside

sometimes they are better when they stay locked up lol

on a total different topic

why do I feel so often like I want to do things just to prove a point?

I know this is such a random blog and there are no background comments and no one has any idea what I am refering to or talking about and I am not about to start to even tell anything lol

ok enough of that

My sister is getting married!!

I am very excited about that however as the maid of honor in a city 3.5 hours away from her she is making it kind of difficult to help her start planning when she is not returning my phone calls or e-mails - hmph - I guess she is busy.

I wonder how my nephew feels about this? I have not had the chance to ask him where Tina is not around - he tells me secrets - I am the cool aunty. I hope that he is feeling good about it. If he is not I will try to help him understand. Because She is happier then I have ever seen her so I know Chris is good for her.

I am still not seeing any better and the eye surgery was a week ago

from my perspective....my eye is pissin me off