It's been a few days since I last made an entry and I have been feeling like I should put something but I am not sure what to say lol. I don't have as busy a life as Rox or exciting things happening like Angela or twins to brag on like Stacey - so what should I talk about lol.

I still see no change in my eye sight since the surgery. I guess these things take time and I should not get ahead of myself but I think I sort of thought it would be pretty much right away.

Work is a very frustrating place and I know that I blog about it a lot but I really am not sure what to do about it. I gave up looking for another job because I was not getting any responces. I do feel like I am taken advantage of and what exactly do you do when you keep asking and asking for a meeting with your manager for over a month and keep getting blown off? I feel like writing him an "I don't feel like I am being valued or heard" letter but I don't know if that is such a great idea. Is that something that is better left to a face to face meeting?

I am going to Montreal next week to see Bon Jovi and I am really excited! I felt guilty about spending the money but really what have I done with my summer - nothing. I am not feeling guilty anymore because I have not really gone and done anything for a long time. So I am going to go - have a blast and not feel one little ounce of guilt. Because when everyone else was at wonderland I was working, when everyone else was at Jeff's Pride day BBQ I was working, when everyone goes out dancing, I am answering phones so it's time for Beth to have some fun!

Now that is not meant to be a pity party at all please don't get me wrong. I am thankful every single day I am employed because I know what it is like to be unemployed. I am just not sure how to fix the issues at work.

ANNNNNYWAY....I think I am going to load some boxes into my car today and drive them over to the new place. I move in like 3 more weeks - YIKES! Man wow - I need to not unpack ever I move so much lol

from my perspective....i'm always on the move!