Well I drove Crash to the Vet today and it was very hard to leave her there. She is being spayed this morning and I really am not sure what to do with myself as I wait to go get her this afternoon. I hope everything goes ok but all I could think about while I drove away is her little face looking through the cage bars like she was in a little prison and how scared she was and meowing at me......WAAAAAAAHAHAHA it was a little heart breaking really but I know it has to be done other wise I will most likely become the crazy cat lady way sooner then I should and from what I hear if they go into heat they are incredably loud and crazy and I don't want that either. I know it is right by why does it make me feel so darn guilty. Sigh.