what a long day.
I did get a lot done
I am daily trying to remind myself that I am doing this unto the Lord.
I daily need an attitude adjustment lol

It's hard to explore options when you are not really sure what options are out there
I know it's time to change and move on and maybe move physically
however I am just not too sure where I would go and to what?

I am not going to discuss my options here
I am learning that in a relationship some things should be private
I never gave my relationship with God that kind of respect before
I never believed in myself enough to really KNOW that I was hearing from God
I think that life choices need to be made between myself and God

Sure some advise from Godly people is ok
I just want to make my own choices and then learn to grow from mistakes I make
on my own

Making mistakes does not automatically equal failure
failure means that you never stopped to learn from the mistakes you make
making a mistake is not a horrible thing
I always got failure and mistakes mixed up

Now it's time to live, make mistakes and come out with knowledge

ok that is all I am going to ramble on about for now lol