I am going to try to write in my blog far more often. Facebook seems to have stolen my blogging time....so addictive lol.

I am moving on Saturday. I have been so stressed out with packing and all of a sudden I realized that I get to unpack it all in a few days - so annoying ha!

I am not sure why I have to downsize yet again but I really had no other choice at the moment. I am proud of the person I am becoming even though I have no idea why I have to do this. I am really just tired of so much. Not in a bad way. Just tired. Tired of questioning why. Tired of fighting it. tired of trying to prove myself. I would rather just BE. I mean there are a couple of things I am not "over" but for the most part I just want to "go with the flow". I am learning not to care what people think when I say no - they get frustrated and I am learning to like not caring if they get mad. LOL that sounds funny but it feels good! Anyway lol just my thoughts at the moment because I felt like writing a blog :)

from my perspective...i can't wait to feel settled in

I'm thinking of you today.

I am trying to remember the last birthday wish I gave you



I am blank



I hate that I can't remember



It freaks me out that I can't hear how you sound anymore - I can't recall



Anyway You would have have been 65 today and I am thinking of you



from my perspective...i wish i could remember some of the little things